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what is today's date? it is the 24th of May. and why im asking about this particular date? well, apparently, i want to remember this date. yes. this 24th of May 2010. why? no reason. just like to save the date for myself. is there anything special? i dont know. maybe. could be. curious? haha well, that's the purpose. bye :)

go ahead and laugh

i know i have said my last goodbye but dropping by once in awhile is not a harm pun kan. so hello to myself.

at this time and at this hour, am suppose to study. well, i did. a few minutes ago. i managed to attached myself on the study table for less than an hour. bad? well, at least a few minutes of un-waste time. at least i tried. neglecting studies in the early of each semester have been part of me. and yet i fail to really regret it. when am i going to change? god knows. hopefully, i could still maintain my pointers and cgpa. or not i know a bucket of tears would be awaiting. and yes people may laugh and wait for this time. but hell no it wont happen. i will try. i will succeed. and i will put my whole effort. and i will not bail. i will fulfill my dreams. i know i will. damn it i will!

owh btw, ashton kutcher is sexy. grrr

and somehow today is the stranger-whom-i-really-like's birthday (refer previous previous previous post, cant remember which one la tapi). i wished him on facebook. and he replied "thank you". weii thank you pun dah cukup kot. (imagining his face typing thank you and hit the comment button. gile chomel. and i cant stop imagining. itupun chomel padahal die buat muke selamba badak dan dalam hati sambil berkata "e'eleh minah ni, kenal pun tak nak wish wish plak". be positive. maybe the 1st imagination tu betul.) panjang pula bende dalam bracket ni.
am starting to sound stupid here.

last but not least, i love you! (not the stranger. adelah sorang tu. haha)

ok saya getik dan gedik. maka it becomes getged. awesome!

i fall into the sea

im no longer a blogger. this is not my passion. goodbye

a new beginning

hows 2010 been treating you so far? time runs quickly heh?

well, school started yesterday. but i didnt attend any classes yesterday. dont feel like going anyway. luckily, i had naddy and webb. seriously, i love you both!

im having a mood swing now. sometimes i felt like breakingdown and cry. okey seriously sometimes i want to be loved but sometimes i dont. okey now i dont know what i want. okey enough fatenah. im not in the mood okey. *lets count how many okey
pffffffttt

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do people really change? i thought human is unchangeable. and i guess its true in some way. but we never know. we always hope for the better but the worse will still rise up.

its frustrating when my mind pause when i decide to update a post. sometimes when i wake up, i immediately have some ideas to share here. or maybe when im in the shower. or maybe at times im doing nothing. why this happen? i dont like blogging using my phone. there's no satisfaction.

currently, im missing my friends. naddy and webb, if you reading this. seriously i miss you guys. like a lot. i miss our trip to seremban and melaka. watching the videos that we took on my phone makes me laugh. makes me smile. and makes me wonder. who would ever thought we end up being us three. the fabulous three. who would ever thought that? i love you guys. you guys been wonderful. we shall plan for our next trip. or maybe we shouldnt plan. just like the seremban and melaka trip. it was fun. imy! and ily!

i used to try hard to make someone to like me. and now i realize when you stop trying things might be as what you wanted. stop trying and you might see the results. i guess. thats what im doing. waiting is torturing. but hold on. for every second of patience, you'll get something good in return.

owh damn it. dont make me fall for you again. please.

do you really think two is better than one? your views. your thoughts. your perception. your opinions. but that doesnt mean we cant be united. we are the world. world peace yo!

self centered.

lying on the bed and typing at the same time show how crazily lazy i am. im too lazy to switch on my laptop and too lazy to get up and i am even lazy to go pee. what the hell is wrong with me? maybe its cause by the medicine im getting. is it? or am i just making excuses. *pause for thinking clouds to appear.   

my wedding song

someone stole my wedding song! and i hate that. i hate you. you who stole it. im not that pissed. but im irritated by it. so stop stealing! its a crime. you know how bad i want to play that song for my wedding day. you know that song kills man. you dislike it when i told you bout the song dulu and now you're loving it and making it your fb status. wtf?