go ahead and laugh

i know i have said my last goodbye but dropping by once in awhile is not a harm pun kan. so hello to myself.

at this time and at this hour, am suppose to study. well, i did. a few minutes ago. i managed to attached myself on the study table for less than an hour. bad? well, at least a few minutes of un-waste time. at least i tried. neglecting studies in the early of each semester have been part of me. and yet i fail to really regret it. when am i going to change? god knows. hopefully, i could still maintain my pointers and cgpa. or not i know a bucket of tears would be awaiting. and yes people may laugh and wait for this time. but hell no it wont happen. i will try. i will succeed. and i will put my whole effort. and i will not bail. i will fulfill my dreams. i know i will. damn it i will!

owh btw, ashton kutcher is sexy. grrr

and somehow today is the stranger-whom-i-really-like's birthday (refer previous previous previous post, cant remember which one la tapi). i wished him on facebook. and he replied "thank you". weii thank you pun dah cukup kot. (imagining his face typing thank you and hit the comment button. gile chomel. and i cant stop imagining. itupun chomel padahal die buat muke selamba badak dan dalam hati sambil berkata "e'eleh minah ni, kenal pun tak nak wish wish plak". be positive. maybe the 1st imagination tu betul.) panjang pula bende dalam bracket ni.
am starting to sound stupid here.

last but not least, i love you! (not the stranger. adelah sorang tu. haha)

ok saya getik dan gedik. maka it becomes getged. awesome!