final chapter

Dropping by just to share a little bits and pieces of me.

Currently in my final chapter of my Masters. Exam is in just two weeks. not really prepared, but heading there. it's not easy to focus on revisions when all my moods are on packing for home. I am still in disbelief that I'm almost done here. Masyallah time flies. Hope everything goes well and smoothly for me and friends. Doakan!

Oh! As far as how eager I am to go home, I'm just not ready to be bombard with question(s) when I get back. For example:

1. "So what are you going to do next?"

2. "Haaa kerja mane nanti?"

3. "Kenapa kurus sangat ni? tak makan ke?"

4. "Bila nak kahwin ni? you're not getting any younger"

Well, if you happen to read my blog, please please start a conversation with me NOT with the above questions! Thank you!

sakit rumah

i am officially homesick! it comes to a point where i cry. sometimes sulk. yes, to that extend. no, i'm not hormonal. or exam is just killing me.

coming soon

i've been skipping class for two days. no one seems to know except my housemates. it is just a way i "mogok" about my previous test which contributes 50% for my final exam. i think i might fail. hence, the wholde day crying and seeking attention like a drama queen. i'm all better now. not sure if i would attend tomorrow's class. we'll see.

the may exam's timetable is out! you know when it's out, it's coming real soon. scared but still lazy. i need to do something with this behaviour. extremely too lazy!

memory lane

I went down memory lane and found this. 

yeah believe it. nearly three years ago, this was you. and still is but not most time. people say don't expect too much and i'm not (hopefully). i just wish this long distance will work. if only two people feel the same thing i guess it wont be a problem. i'm hoping for the best. 

telling you i miss you does not seems to work anymore. showing it makes it even worse. i am very hormonal. i hate it. 

one day

someday if i gave up, it's not because i choose to. it's because i tried but failed.

first

started my new year by traveling to Spain with my monkeys! it was awesome! always have the heart for Barcelona. and my dream actually came true when i step foot at NouCamp. Eventhough there is no chance of meeting Fabregas or Messi, i actually got to be where they usually be. you might not understanding the feeling but it actually felt surreal to be there. so i can cross-out Barcelona, Valencia and Madrid on places i want to visit. 

To be honest, Rome is still the best place i visited so far! i fell in love with the city in an instance! there's something about Rome that just captivates me. 

But all of this can't fight the Holy place, Mecca. hopefully, i could go there again. this time i wish to go there with my husband (once i'm married). inshallah

by the way, class starts tomorrow! who would have thought that a month of break is over. time flies! still in disbelief that a month is over. just three months of class. then a month break, final starts! yeah that shit is coming. then i have another exam in August. like i said, time flies. i'll be coming home soon than expected! oh my! i just can't wait to get this done.