a come back

i've said my goodbye. and now i'm here. my dusty and abandoned blog. the urge to write is always there, in my mind, the action to do it is always zero. this would be the final entry for 2012. or maybe the only entry for 2012. i can't remember the last time i'm here.

before we bid our goodbyes to 2012, lets just be thankful that we fought through it. a whole freaking year. which i felt like it was only months.

it seems like yesterday i was in the movies with Eman when the clock strikes 12 on 1/1/2012.
it seems like yesterday i sat for my first year final exams.
it seems like yesterday Aliff turns one.
it seems like yesterday i went to Rome and Milan with my friends.
it seems like yesterday i came home for my summer break.
it seems like yesterday i went on an impromptu trip to Penang with Eman.
it seems like yesterday for the first time i went to Cameron Highlands.
it seems like yesterday i got my exam results.
it seems like yesterday i went to Krabi with Eman, Ika and her sister.
it seems like yesterday i came home for Hari Raya.
it seems like yesterday i went on vacation with my family at Sepang Palm Tree Resort.
it seems like yesterday i turn 25.
it seems like yesterday i had to come back to Canterbury to start my new term.
Everything seems like yesterday. the memories. the best of it, i kept it in my heart. i treasure it. the bitter part of it, hmm i dont forget them. i just remind myself that rainbows don't appear always. you just got to take a little bumpy ride sometimes.

everyone hopes for a better year. so do i. it is my final year. the finale. the eagerness to complete this masters program is beyond my imagination. it's not that i don't like it here. i love it. it's just that home is always the best place to be. as i would say, it's heaven on earth!

so 2013, i'm waiting for you. make it my best year ever! cheers to that!

oh and 2013, it will be our 3 years together. the person whom i had a crush on when i was 13 and now he is still my crush, just that we have the same feelings. he could be the one that completes me in every way. we'll see. Du'a the best for us! staying strong here!