aaaaa finally

atlast i remembered my password. now i just have to decide whether to deactivate this blog or leave it just the way it is. due to certain reasons have caused me to make such decisions. huge embarassment when you wrote about that someone and that someone happens to read it. malu gile nak mati! hopefully he stops reading this so that once in awhile i could come back and write eventhough i had said my goodbye.

oh i think i should welcome myself. welcomeeee baaackkk myselff. sounds pathetic.

anyways, with things that been going through and life being in its low point i got no idea what to write. eh wait! did i mention i am done with my degree??? hell yeaahh done with it! what's next? haa wait and see.

ps: i wish i am different but im not :(

aaaaa finally

posto posto

what is today's date? it is the 24th of May. and why im asking about this particular date? well, apparently, i want to remember this date. yes. this 24th of May 2010. why? no reason. just like to save the date for myself. is there anything special? i dont know. maybe. could be. curious? haha well, that's the purpose. bye :)

go ahead and laugh

i know i have said my last goodbye but dropping by once in awhile is not a harm pun kan. so hello to myself.

at this time and at this hour, am suppose to study. well, i did. a few minutes ago. i managed to attached myself on the study table for less than an hour. bad? well, at least a few minutes of un-waste time. at least i tried. neglecting studies in the early of each semester have been part of me. and yet i fail to really regret it. when am i going to change? god knows. hopefully, i could still maintain my pointers and cgpa. or not i know a bucket of tears would be awaiting. and yes people may laugh and wait for this time. but hell no it wont happen. i will try. i will succeed. and i will put my whole effort. and i will not bail. i will fulfill my dreams. i know i will. damn it i will!

owh btw, ashton kutcher is sexy. grrr

and somehow today is the stranger-whom-i-really-like's birthday (refer previous previous previous post, cant remember which one la tapi). i wished him on facebook. and he replied "thank you". weii thank you pun dah cukup kot. (imagining his face typing thank you and hit the comment button. gile chomel. and i cant stop imagining. itupun chomel padahal die buat muke selamba badak dan dalam hati sambil berkata "e'eleh minah ni, kenal pun tak nak wish wish plak". be positive. maybe the 1st imagination tu betul.) panjang pula bende dalam bracket ni.
am starting to sound stupid here.

last but not least, i love you! (not the stranger. adelah sorang tu. haha)

ok saya getik dan gedik. maka it becomes getged. awesome!

i fall into the sea

im no longer a blogger. this is not my passion. goodbye

a new beginning

hows 2010 been treating you so far? time runs quickly heh?

well, school started yesterday. but i didnt attend any classes yesterday. dont feel like going anyway. luckily, i had naddy and webb. seriously, i love you both!

im having a mood swing now. sometimes i felt like breakingdown and cry. okey seriously sometimes i want to be loved but sometimes i dont. okey now i dont know what i want. okey enough fatenah. im not in the mood okey. *lets count how many okey
pffffffttt