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do people really change? i thought human is unchangeable. and i guess its true in some way. but we never know. we always hope for the better but the worse will still rise up.

its frustrating when my mind pause when i decide to update a post. sometimes when i wake up, i immediately have some ideas to share here. or maybe when im in the shower. or maybe at times im doing nothing. why this happen? i dont like blogging using my phone. there's no satisfaction.

currently, im missing my friends. naddy and webb, if you reading this. seriously i miss you guys. like a lot. i miss our trip to seremban and melaka. watching the videos that we took on my phone makes me laugh. makes me smile. and makes me wonder. who would ever thought we end up being us three. the fabulous three. who would ever thought that? i love you guys. you guys been wonderful. we shall plan for our next trip. or maybe we shouldnt plan. just like the seremban and melaka trip. it was fun. imy! and ily!

i used to try hard to make someone to like me. and now i realize when you stop trying things might be as what you wanted. stop trying and you might see the results. i guess. thats what im doing. waiting is torturing. but hold on. for every second of patience, you'll get something good in return.

owh damn it. dont make me fall for you again. please.

do you really think two is better than one? your views. your thoughts. your perception. your opinions. but that doesnt mean we cant be united. we are the world. world peace yo!

self centered.

lying on the bed and typing at the same time show how crazily lazy i am. im too lazy to switch on my laptop and too lazy to get up and i am even lazy to go pee. what the hell is wrong with me? maybe its cause by the medicine im getting. is it? or am i just making excuses. *pause for thinking clouds to appear.